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2012-01-29T08:20:00.000-05:00

oops i have been neglecting this blog man...
oh well
anyway so i have been really busy with making my portfolio

wed is the aptitude test

so im quite... scared nw

like freaking out n desperate

so yeap

ALL THE WRONG REASONS TO FALL IN LOVE

2012-01-19T12:33:00.000-05:00

1) dont fall in love because it sounds like a good idea.

the media is fake. titanic is surreal.

romeo n juliet is dumb.

They lied.

2) dont fall in love cuz everyone is doing it

so wad if yr left out? get over it. no need to be jealous over it.

When they start crying over their breakups u'll realise. what seems beautiful is just a facade.

dont choose a random guy n stead with him.

He'll hurt u

U'll hurt him

N u'll make really sad n ugly mistakes.

3) dont fall in love because...u're afraid u will lose yr best guy friend

because..

umm...

oh well..

i cnt think of anymore frm here...

most ridiculous post of the 2011

2012-01-14T10:12:00.000-05:00

Must be the jc n poly boys thing.
but anyway imma going nyjc ( it's my first choice)
so.. yeap.
nyjc boys... hmm... im just joking people seriously....
that post was just well. plain humor.
and embarrassing ...now that so many people brought it up....

i wont typed their names here..( cuz i cnt rmb who exactly said wad .. but anyway)

" i cnt believe you r that kind of person "

" oh didnt know u're like that..."

" i didnt know u were straight"

( ok! no one said this lah. im joking)

" she read everything and told me..esp...a particular entry

on following

your brother's footsteps..."

( ok..that's issac, beatrice... wad exactly did u tell him? )

oh yeah and this one

" ah ahahahahahaha WTS!"

( esther, you know.. who is this... u know... i mean like who else will say wts)

so yeap..
that entry kinda showed me....all the stalkers....all of you guys.....

and the fact that..well.. people still read my blog.
thank you for spending your precious time on my little... insignificant blog , Thank you so much.
I guess that was the star awards speech .. wow..

" i wanna thank my mum, my dad, blogger and .....my fans~~~~ "

yeap.
definitely
what the shit am i writing?!

this wasn't wad i wanted to blog abt!!!!

I WAS SUPPOSE TO BLOG ABT MATURITY! POLITICS! AWESOME STUFF THAT WILL MAKE ME SEEM COOLER N MORE AWESOME!!!
THINGS THAT ARE... WAIT FOR IT....

LEGENDARY!

good night

O lvl results

2012-01-09T12:09:00.000-05:00

Im really surprised.
I got 10 for L1R5.
8 for L1R4

SURPRISE SURPRISE

i actually expect myself to score worse...

once again, THANK GOD FOR THE WONDERFUL RESULTS! PRAISE THE LORD!

so lemme tell u wad happened today . 9 ~~dec 2011~~ i mean.... jan 2012

i woke up at 11am plus... cuz i slept at 1.15am the night before...
( was watching harry potter deathly hallows part 2 )

i promised my bro to go jogging ...but failed..
cldnt wake up

BRO ENTERS ROOM N PULLS MY HAND

bro : wake up...
me: uhh.... dun wan...go dfthjkglrhen

bro: o.0 wad did she say?
me: * some weird mumbling *
bro puts hand down

bro : i tried my best.... * leaves room*

UHH WAD AM I GOING TO DO ABT

ALL THIS HOLIDAY N O LVL FATS?!!!!

aNYWAY, at 12.39pm.. i took my shower.. hence i was late for meeting weiting....

we were suppose to meet at 12.40pm.. i left the house at 12.48pm

met her at 1pm.

weiting was infuriated...

at sch, we first met jiejia at the foyer.
den we met bry isa ye

shooo excited ~

our class mates...except for that malay guy at the end...

isa n bry bought their guitars.. or say.. my bro's guitar that i lent isa and bry's own guitar that he painstakingly saved money to buy.

Young ern n isa r still trying to do a taylor swift cover on the song " speak now" that has lyrics that dont make sense...

hohohoh...

After dragging our dear little trembling feets to the hall ( ok.. im exaggerating)

we sat down on the wooden floor...... chatting madly, excited and afraid of wad was going to happen next....

well before i sat down i talked to meihwa, my lovely little besty from my pri sch.

n..... her friend ran and stopped in front of us exclaiming...

" MR LIM SAY WE DID BADLY FOR O LVL THIS YR"

but we managed to score quite well..

i mean.... better den wad we expected... ( diff ppl gt diff definition of " quite well" )

top 5 of sec 5N

i only knew the top 2,

zhu he n yi xue frm chi drama.

quite proud of them

but sad la. we not on good terms liao. used to say "hi" and wave. den during mugging period we stopped until nw.

LOL...

top 5 of sec 4E cohort

1. theresa.

she deserved it. she's soo awesome as a person n chairperson.

kind n hardworking too

im glad to know theresa during sec 3 when i sit nxt to her.

2. milly

i think it was milly. i heard that she always did quite well for her exams. nvr spoke to her before though.

never had the guts or chance to do so.

3. young ern

kinda expected him to go up. i mean.. he suddenly score so well for his exams since sec 3.

cnt believe that he used to be that idiot who fools around and copy my lousy hw.

4. weiting

expected too. i mean. she's my son!!!

i mean. she's super hardworking n smart. even though she only got tuition for el.

she's amazing. she totally deserved to be up there.

5. xavier.

didnt expect him. but this shows that hardwork n determination gives u wonderful results.

he posted his results on fb n said " to u, mum n dad"

wow. that guy is awesome

it's a pity that i nvr talked to him that much.

so... me n jiejia were clapping n cheering for weiting. proud of her and happy for her...

den..when the cheering dies down...

we felt this tremble.... and fear...

consuming us... and drowning us...

" she did so well...wad abt me? "

praise the lord. we did ok too.

we got our results in index no.

nich n bry n isa n fy went up first cuz their index no. r in the top few

bry didnt dare to see his..

den he slowly opened his eyes.. n looked

L1r5: 11

not bad!

i was hoping for my L1R4 to be 11 xD

didnt had a lot of confidence in my grades.

then it was isa. isa took a long time counting hers.

i heard a

" YESH!"

frm her direction n i knew she done well too.

heard that she got lotsa As.

cnt rmb her score too well though....it's around 10-11?

paisehhh

then fy got her results, L1r4 :13 pts

not bad

i hugged her n asked her abt her plans.

she havent got any yet.

i pray that god will guide her to her destination :)

nich got L1r5 : ........

shit.. i forgot too.

uhhh

9 ?

11?

cnt rmb

then jiejia went up

n i know....

that im up soon...

cuz aft jiejia.. it was zoey den me

i was soo nervous as i walked to mdm lim n ms lee.

mdm lim was smiling

but idk wad she smiling at.

me ?

or everybody?

uhhhh

* walks away*

dont look at results..

suspense...

walk to find a comfort buddy...

uhh

no one there...

luckily, esther found me.

she said " dont worry im here to * looks around n saw some sad faces*

uhh console u;...

*pause*

or celebrate with u .

LOL

i took a look at the result slips..

there were As n Bs.

no Cs.

i was elated.

i didnt care abt how much i got.

like how many A2

i just felt happy that there were no Cs, that i used to get.

and praise the lord.

esther counted for me, and said

" 10."

u got a ten

me : " L1R4?"

est: " L1R5"

est: " L1R4 : 8"

i couldnt believe it.

super happy

i mean... is there another word for happy?

euphoria?

wadevr

i was extremely delighted.

i never expect myself to get near 10.

i was contend with 12, 14

NEVER DID I EXPECT THESE RESULTS.

and i must say.

prayer works.

it always did.

for health, relationships, and studies.

praise the lord for the miracles he has done in your life

and now

i wanna quote this line frm the bible that my eng tutor gave me before my eng paper

" I CAN DO EVERYTHING THROUGH HIM WHO GIVES ME STRENGTH " PHIL 4:13

i can score well, becuz i believed in him. that he would guide me to the right path.

and he did.

i called my mum aft knwing the gd news.

Mum: " hello? "
me: " i got 10 for l1r5, 8 for l1r4"

mum: " really? ok ok... yr eng got how much? ......................( so i told her bit by bit, whc sub gt how much)

mum: oh so u scored better den bry by 1 pt lah

me : ya....wait! HOW U KNW?!

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Paused my call with mum n went to bry

me: " how come my mum know yr results? "

bry: oh.. she cldnt get to u just nw cuz u didnt pick up the phone so she called me...

me: WAD??????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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BCK TO MUM

me: " U CALLED BRY?!"

mum: yeah. u didnt pick up.

me : how u get his number?!

mum: oh my phone spoiled. so im using yr old phone nw.

me: ......................

AFTER THE CALLS N THE SMSES FRM MY CHURCH PEEPS N TUTORS.

WE STAYED AT THE HALL CHATTING MADLY

DEN WE WENT TO KFC

N ATE

N CHAT

N IM SLEEPY NW

SO NITE

Worst xmas eve

2011-12-24T13:10:00.000-05:00

Shit my skin is getting worse.
Lack of slp..
anyway
this xmas eve sux due to the overpowering person in charge of the church xmas event.
It caused the whole family to be utterly pissed off.

Not just that, I received more dumb news.
Dumb old stuff.
Move on already, we're over this.

"Do wad you like"

OH I SHALL. YOU'LL SEE :D

Im hoping to see the face of shame on monday.

How i got over a sad rejection

2011-12-17T02:42:00.000-05:00

So after kbox with bry jason n guan jie, my mind lingered on that previous sad issue awhile...

before a new issue arrived.

My husband divorced me on fb.

My husband as in fangyi of cuz.

i didnt know what happen. SO.... i stayed ignorant for a few days.

Until one day at camp ( the first day of my church camp)

Me * playing cards with my brother and the other church peeps*

*beep beep beep*

Me: eh.. my phone ringing..hold on.

* takes phone and go out n listen*

* bry's photo pops out on the phone screen, ( i gt this display pic for bry on my phone *

* press listen button*

Bry: hello, bebe, fangyi is angry at u.

me : ...HUH?!

Bry: yea, she's angry at u for nt inviting her to kbox n www.

me: DOUBLE HUH?!

well, kbox..why didnt i invite her.... well

i have a reason for that.

for 4 years of knowing her..

i never heard her sing once. Once during sec 1 my birthday. I was singing with meihwa. i called the rest to sing with us. but they refused

THEY : weiting, fangyi, jiejia

so i kinda thought that they dont sing in public.

i mean in front of other people.

so i didnt invite them .

plus when we went for kbox during the class chalet.

they also didnt come, so once again, i just assumed they didnt sing.

so i didnt know why was she angry.

www= wild wild wet.

well .. i did invite her. so i dont get why she said i didnt.

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after wards i found out that she lost all her msgs..... so maybe she thought i didnt is bcuz of that n she forgot.

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but anyway. i wasnt that pissed off at first. i was kinda neutral. cuz she didnt scold me any vulgarities yet.

i was just. " oh she's angry at me for that.. i mean that's kind of a trival issue isnt it? "

i mean in the past she didnt invite me to other stuff i didnt get angry.. so i dont getit.

plus the happy n idiotic mood i was at camp kinda cancelled out all the negetive stuff like previously realising that the guy i liked like someone else and the fact my best friend is pissed off at me.

it was until day two. i got pissed off

at night :

i looked at my phone n saw two msgs :

one frm youngern, another from weiting

ye: yay! i baked a chocolate cake with lemon

curd inside. i got a stomachache. think it's

the chocolate milk. dont worry. i think i'll

use banana puree instead.

( okay so he didnt say it that way, n i didnt quote word for word but anyway, it was a funny thing to hear at night. HA! he got a stomachache. )

WT: fy really angry at u.

me : ...haha.....uhhhhh

so those two msgs kinda balanced out my emotions...

oh btw

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i also received two funny msgs frm bry while he was working ( telemarketing)

1st msg:

this is wad happened at work :

bry: can i look for _________?

female voice : he's not in

bry: oh.. den are u _________'s father?! O>O

female voice :...uhhh no...daughter,....

bry : AHHHH WAD AM I SAYING?!

LOL :D

2nd msg: I just said good morning to the customer! ahhhh ( it was like in the evening)

well, bry was really distracted that day..

he was soo scared that he might get fired. xD LOL

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anyway i tried to stay cool for like... the whole day. avoid using fb.

but after the camp...

i went home n use fb..

once i saw notifications of her.

i got pissed off

i mean

it was like a serious of primary school kids fighting...

I really felt like that.

i mean she posted all this strange stuff on fb

like one post she said she didnt care anymore.

but if she didnt care, why bother to announce it on fb ? :D ( ha, u get my pt?)

and she mentioned that she feel like her friends r treating her like outcasts.

hey she was busy with work, we didnt want to disturb her. plus we were busy with our own work

DAMN U PART TIME JOBS.

then she go on and announce that... she will stay in contact with only a few ppl.

leaving my name, bry and est names out.

wad was she trying to say?

i was very infuriated by her comments on fb.

i felt like i was reliving my primary school life of plain torturous friendyoudontfriendyou issues.

worst is the bluffblufffriendyou issues. they are the worse.

Definition of bluffblufffriendyou :

Having a bestfriend of a year, den at the end

of the year she says : " i bluff bluff friend

you" which means " i never really liked you, u

were never my friend. I JUST USED YOU. HA!"

ah.. those memories. i rmb that girl called regina used to do that cuz sheena my nemesis hated me to the core and she wanted to ruin me. so she called regina ( who turned out to be sheena's bestfriend) to friend me for a time being. then one day regina and sheena goes up to me and say

" i bluff bluff friend you one"

sheena : " you really think she was your friend? "

me : " ...."

luckily i didnt really like regina back then when she suddenly friend me.

( it was just plain suspicious)

i was just...well neutral.

i was usually neutral during primary school from primary 1 -4.

my best friends would quarrel with each other and i would just say

" dont pull me into it. please. dont."

until... i met meihwa... i started taking sides on issues and have my own opinion... strange..

i kinda miss mh...aww...

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so after i saw her fb wall

i did something that bry called me not to do.

i posted this

" i know you're angry at me. but stop embarrassing yourself. it's really childish. "

yeap.

that caused a roar.

bry: ' bebe! i thought we said not to post anything?! wad was that abt?!"

after awhile

bry: " bebe! she saw it! she's angry she said ( the F word ) and we're no longer friends.

i was more pissed off at her response. cuz well..

she said some mean things abt me behind my back n trampled on me.

i havent even said anything mean to her but she was treating me like shit.

how dare she say we're no longer friends when i didnt. i mean. arent i the victim here?

later, she sms-ed me saying

; that post was on it isnt it?

i was kinda taken aback that she is finallly like talking abt that issue to me.

like seriously.

if you're angry at me. tell me. dont hide behind n backstab ppl

me: finally you're talking abt it. so y r u angry at me?

i think fy was tired of being angry and maybe that whole issue was just..well...

A HUGE PMS.

cuz she suddenly said

fy; can we leave the past behind?

i didnt reply her cuz i didnt getit... i thought she was the one that was really pissed off.

well, at this moment bry/ye is also msging us

ye sent this msg, quoting frm the bible abt love. and calling us sissy...

using bry's phone.

fy didnt knw it was ye but she was annoyed

fy: it's fucking annoying and irritating. bry keep spamming me and nw he is talking abt love.

me: i think that's ye... nt bry.."

fy: wait. how you know?

me: i received the same msg. ye used bry's phone...i mean bry dont call ppl "sissy"

fy: yea.. n it's gross when he start talking abt love.

so fy said something along the line of a " truce"

and i went along with it. i mean i was never the aggressive type and i was really glad i didnt have

to go through the part of losing a friend

and just like that.

we kinda resolved the feud.

well, it was a bit of a one-sided feud cuz half the time i didnt know wad was going on until bry told me.

but anyway, we started to talk again..

i hope this last.

anyway maybe some of you may wonder why didnt i like put up a tough fight..

cuz.. it didnt really matter i guess...

i mean through this whole issue i realized who are my true friends that will stand beside me and people really do care.

like lol

i got this msg frm jason

jason : hi

me: umm hi?

jason: Bitch im fangyi, let's meet up and

settle this

me: we jus settled it.. ( -.- )

jason; jk lol.

turns out bry told ye, jason and guan jie abt it

and jason was just trying to make me laugh...

AT WORK.

yep. this whole thing happened during work.

i feel like a bad worker now...uhhh

Christmas

2011-12-14T00:45:00.000-05:00

Okay i'm kind of over that whole issue after drawing gazillion

paintings of darkness n stabbing swords into ... nevermind u

dont have to know that.

( aww..my fingers have paint stains nw... sad...)

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i know this year i havent really blog much.
Blogger is like... so old and ..... ancient. But i dont really wanna move to tumblr yet... even though they look so pretty *w*

yea... maybe i'll change the blogskin here... later...

Well xmas is coming. like in a few days time.. and i havent really gotten anything on my gift list:

WHAT DOES THE GIFT LIST CONSIST OF?

well good qns...
the gift list actually consist of what i wanna give my friends this xmas.

esther, if u manage to read this before the 23rd. u can play this guessing game on who gets wad

1) Finish my scrap book for a my son.. i mean someone..
2) Buy nail polish for the lady frm my church ( cuz she said that my current nail polish looks nice)

i think i'll buy the blue one for her...

3) a hat ..no maybe i shld get him a black frame...

4) a box of rings, hairbands and braclets.

5) a scrapbook

6) a teddy bear

7) a scarf

8) nail polish + nail polish art pen

9) another scrapbook

...uhhh that's all i can think of. i actually wanted to get someone a beanie.... nvm... i have to wait until im completely fine before i start thinking about that..if nt.. i may place some needles inside the beanie and....

hahahah...

Closure

2011-12-12T09:36:00.001-05:00

Since i didnt want to blab to anyone else anymore and annoy them with my whiny self.
I decided to type it here,

I'm utterly depressed.
A few hours ago, I was on a train heading.... Ang Mo Kio to sing kbox with Bryan, Jason and Guan Jie.
On the train with Bryan, we joked around and idly chat...

I dont know why but this...conversation came up

Me: " I really have really bad taste..."
Bry: " u mean in guys? "
Me: " yea..."
Bry: " Oh yea did u know that 9gag says ~~the friend zone, as i...~~( i'll skip this part) that girls like jerky guys "
Me: " oh my... yea i know he's a jerk"
Bry: " Umm phoebe i dont know if i should tell u this but....."

And that was one life changing heartbreaking moment.

The guy i like...who i suspect likes another girl...DO LIKES HER.

...

i know if my brother's girlfriend is reading this now... I dont care.

Anyway immediately I realised what i want to write for his ( guy i like) xmas card :

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Dear JACKASS/JERK/BASTARD,

I USED TO FEEL SAD AND DEPRESSED AND

EMOTIONAL WHEN I SEE YOU. I FELT SO MISERABLE

AND AVOIDED YOU ALL YEAR TO PREVENT MYSELF FROM

CRYING... BUT RIGHT NOW WHEN I SEE YOU I JUST

WANNA, SHOVE YOUR FACE INTO A TOILET BOWL AND

FLUSH, SHAVE YOUR HEAD AND BURN YOUR EYELASH.

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( actually i just wanted to write the words "

kill you" but if he really like... die all a

sudden people would suspect i'm the killer. and

to tell you the truth. im too timid to hold a

knife with blood so yea. )

well, i told bry about my urge to decapitate that guy and bry tried to cheer me up.
i also told him that i didnt feel a thing.
then i told him i felt stinging at the back of my head.
then i told him it hurted more than the last time when i got rejected.

Bry: WAIT... SO R U NUMB OR SAD?!

ME: .... IM ...EHHH... okay to tell u the truth. IM VERY SAD NOW.

Bry: You gotta really stop acting

CUZ IN THE END MY ACTS CONTRADICTS WITH MY WHINES ...

anyway, i just wanna type this all out so the future me can read this and cry at my stupidity for liking that idiot.
that jerk.
that... jackass..

MAN I GOT REALLY BAD TASTE..

So what happened at kbox?
well let's say that i relieve my anger by singing my favourite songs

F*** You by Lily Allen
F*** You by Cee Lo
I wanted to sing " Make me wanna die by the pretty reckless" N more emo songs that i can think of. but i dont think the rest of the guys would wanna sing it.. plus i couldnt find it... :<

MISS YA ESTHER. U REally shld have come

The first night at the chalet...

2011-12-08T03:41:00.002-05:00

Class Chalet

2011-12-01T12:54:00.000-05:00

I figured that Esther would wanna read an entry, with full overview, personal thoughts and feelings etc, of the class chalet. So yep. Here it goes~

DAY ONE:

well.... we were suppose to meet the class at 5pm...

but we were late cuz...

i forgot my towel...

and i called my maid

and my maid said my towel was still damp

so i call her to get me a new one...

then

she thought i was gonna come up n take

while i thought she was gonna come down and give me

we waited for a LONG LONG TIME

then i call her.

the i got the towel

oh well, this shows that the whole house is full of blur ppl. even the maid.

"Dont blame me... it was the maid fault too!!!"

then bus 89 came...

and left..

without us.

the driver was damn guai lan.

he was the 3rd bus there, ( in front got two other bus) then we go up to him, he nvr open the door.

so we assumed he was gonna drive up to us once the other two bus in front left.

HE DIDNT.

he just DROVE OF

wth.

We had to wait for another few mins...On the bus, nich told bry he reached liao and he was going to the chalet alrdy...

BRY GAVE ME A HUGE SCOLDING

bry: "IT'S ALL YER FAULT!"

me: "butt.but...but..t my maid misunderstood...and the bus..89"

bry: " well, partially it was the bus 89 fault..but...U PLAYED A BIGGER ROLE! 75% is yer fault!"

me: " ...oh drats."

no comeback for moi :<

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@ 5 PLUS PM :

Yeap, this is our chalet. Well we actually got like two rooms but i only took a photo of one of the doors.

What happened once we got in:

well, all hell broke loose... ( photo taken frm est fb :X)

i think qianyi will cry when she see this pic... xD

anyway, the guys were playing with bry's nerf guns.

he bought them for the video that we were planning to do but didnt do :<

it forever to get them out of the chalet for dinner later on.

i was like starving to death and everyone was ...

well watching tv or playing.

then again i also joined them in watching tv.. xP

we watched india love story ~~~ not. bridget changed the channel aft 15 mins of it.

even those who were hungry too gave up dragging the others out.

FINALLY 6.30PM WE LEFT :

YAY DINNA!!!!!

JIEJIA AND WEITING...AVOIDING MY CAMERA

BRIDGET AND ALICIA AVOIDING MY CAMERA.....

ESTHER DONT REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABT MY CAMERA ....

BRYAN, YAY, SAY CHEESE TO MY CAMERA :D

Afterwards we had Dinner at JUST Asia.. or smth like that..

(stole this pic frm bry's fb)

thank you bry..even though i doubt he knows that i stoled his photos xD

anyway,

i had pasta. whc is weird..cuz it's not...very asian... -.-

jiejia had this korea noodles thing. she drank the whole egg yolk at one go, i was sitting opp her and i was kinda shock.

JJ : * drinks the whole egg yolk*

me: O>O " ...."

JJ: *makes a disgusted face*

LOL! i told her that drinking the whole egg yolk was a really bad idea, cuz it wld taste extremely eggy.

JJ " my parents do that all the time....."

so she gave it a try.

LOL

Back at the chalet

Weiting bought her Blood type analysis book for us to read.
Here is JJ engross in the book~~~

Here's ye who invaded the girl's room and slpt on our bed...
well, we cnt blame him.
He needs his sleep
( he sleeps 10 hrs a day... whc is strange since during sec 1 n 2 he always sleep very late.... oh well )
and the guy room forbids sleep... it's far too noisy to sleep there....NERF GUNS...POKER CARDS....Playstation.... digimon and teenage ninja turtle -.-...etc
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Oh lemme tell u abt the rooms.
we gt 2 room
1 for the guys 1 for the girls.
the girl's toilet... was rumoured to have a lizard so me n est ran to the guys room to shower.
However the guy's toilet had some drainage problem. and it was flooded.
On the first day it was fine.
the second day...it started to stink really bad so we ignored the lizard and just went to the girls' toilet to shower. Well, at the end of the whole chalet thing. most of the guys would run to the girl's toilet, cuz the guy's toilet stink REALLY BADLY.
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Ohkay no more digressing. back to the first day, after dinner. we watched tv.

to tell u the truth. one really annoying thing that keep happening at the chalet was the RELUCTANCE TO
LEAVE THE ROOM
i mean when we wanted to eat dinner but we KEEP DRAGGING AND WAITING FOR PPL TO MOVE .

then when we wanted to go bowling. it took forever to drag everyone who wanted to go bowling out.

Bowling peeps : damian, jason, bry, youngern, zhengyuan, me, est, weiting and jiejia

isa came later. after her work.

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Side note : zheng yuan isnt from our class but he came cuz, isa invited him
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side note again: weiting and jiejia and youngern didnt play. they just went there to...support
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side note: i suck at bowling
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* stares at shoes and cries*

okay so we went bowling at E!hub, so only jason, esther, bry, me and zy were playing.
Jason typed the LOL behind his name for comic relief as usual, the funny guy he is.
and Zheng yuan....called himself tom, and ppl were alrdy confused with who he is, since he isnt frm our class.

So we were bowling and over there we started to realise that we were losing our voice

est: omg im losing my voice
bry: oh shit i think i got sore throat
me: I-------------- ( shit i lost my voice alrdy!)

I DIDNT EVEN REALISE I WAS STRAINING MY VOICE THE WHOLE TIME
then it strikes me that i was unusually high that day and i kept joking around and talking. cuz i was really HIGH and excited abt the chalet..apparently during dinner the place was really noisy and i had to raise my voice to talk..

so there i was ...voiceless. and an epic fail at bowling...

wait.that was a spoiler. lemme tell u specifically how MUCH OF AN EPIC FAIL I WAS.

no wait.
i have smth to show u before i start criticizing myself..

TA-DA!

MY GRAND MA.

not really, this is just young ern, who as usual opened my aunty bag and took my stuff to wear.
he wore my pink cardigan most of the time there... he even ran out in that....i hope he didnt get stomp-ed

aw..how charming...

can u see the three lines on bry's head?

now.. how did i failed so badly at bowling?
well..
i
,...
keep
rolling the ball into the gutter... :<

Yes, that sad looking 28 is me
I wasnt competition for the guys at all.
they didnt mention anything abt my pathetic 28, like it was ok for girls to score that low...
well that's kinda true... since i suck at sports... i mean... my sliver was taken away due to my FAILED standing board jump...

oh well, more pics

est and bry and jason.

DURING THE SECOND GAME, I WAS REALLY SAD.
Im not that sad bcuz of the losing part...
it was bcuz i lost my voice.and..and ..i was kinda upset cuz i was reminded of the fact that...taht..;
ARGH WADEVR. I WAS UPSET OVER SOME STUFF.

ye: " wad's wrong"
me" i suck at this game"
ye" aww dont worry i suck at it too"

then i looked at the floor and saw this pair of bowling shoes...that someone forgot to return... i looked up and youngern and call him to wear them. He did.
Later when it was my turn to bowl... i call ye to go do it.
it was
just
plain
dumb.
he was wearing my pink cardigan and he threw the ball.
it hit.
one pin
but still it was better than me...

Everytime he went up bowl...
he gets better and better.
he got like an 8 ..then 7
all of us were in awe... like wth, just nw he said he sucked at it.
he was actually quite good at it.
then at the 3 turn, he said he dropped it into the gutter.
i think it was at the 4 turn i went up.
and surprisingly.
i got better and better.
i think it gotta do with the encouragement frm the rest and sensei zhengyuan who told me how to bowl.
thank you.
STRIKE!

HOHOHO.. i seriously dunno wad happened.

On our way back from bowling. I saw this!
New marketing plan ; display all the books related to juicy hot topics, sex money religion obama frogs.YEA

AT NIGHT :

for the first day we didnt have a lot of ppl so it was ... not so cram.
but it was still cram.
and i cldnt slp... cuz it was cram..and i sleep on the gap btw two beds. so my back got these two lines..
it was really uncomfortable. i slept at 2 plus. woke up at 4.00am.
cldnt really slp.
So i went for a walk at some pt.
Look at the sky.
went back.
slp a bit more.
then theresa and some other guys went out to see the sunrise.
i was like " uhh i wanna see too.. but i wanna slp more"
so i went bk to slp.
at some pt they came bck without watching the sunrise. ( haha wth, their movement woke us up twice)

ah look at the time...1.53 i better slp nw.
i'll continue tmr.
or not..
since my work shift is until 10pm
argh
so stress!

The conversation with my stepmother

2011-11-15T23:47:00.000-05:00

( i actually listed him as my grandmother at first )

=.= he mean FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU ** .

anyway My prince fangyi and my son Weiting will be coming over later to practice makeup and hair curling, better clean up my room...~~~

O levels ARE OVERRR

2011-11-14T04:24:00.001-05:00

BUT I DUNNO WAD TO DO NW.

I MEAN IM HAPPY BUT...

I DONT REALLY KNW WHAD I CAN DO WITH THE LOAD

OF TIME?

WELL, BESIDES THINKING ABOUT THE THREE QNS I

GOT WRONG FOR MCQ AND WEEPING

THAT'S IT.

IM THAT PATHETIC..

I KNW!! I HAVE A LIST I WROTE WHEN I WAS SAD DURING O LVL...

* LOOKS FOR IT*

ok...

1) watch the movie ONE DAY

i can't do that anymore since some bloody fashion blogger spoiled it for me by saying

: omg the scene where anna hathaway was hit by a taxi was brutal!

over..
no way im gonna watch that

especially when it's a tragedy

i like happy endings
where people walk hand in hand and they grow old together happily....

yea

2) cosplay Luka and

FINISH YR HIBARI COSPLAY..

woooow... i need cash first, before i can finish that.

cuz... i got the hibari wig, BUT
i dont wanna make the blazer, it's too much work and money.
if i were to buy it... it would be like..around 40 ?
idk...sad..
i dont even have a decent pants.

i got the shirt though, but i need to bleach it.

and the TONFA.
yea the TONFA,
really important.

but they cost like 40 dollars.

MONEY MONEY MONEY

IM REALLY BROKE NW.

I NEED A JOB

REALLY

HIRE ME.

3) make a artpiece out of melting crayons...

failed...

the crayons melted..

but they look hideous... like ... shit.... literally...im sorry for being crude....gross..

i guess i need a proper canvas...not plain white paper...
argh....this brings me back to... the fact i need money...

4)Tie dye...

ohh i can do this..

if i had money..
drats..
wth is wrong with me. why dont i have savings?! URGHHHH

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okay i knw wad i shld do nw..

GET A JOB

NEW ADDICTION

2011-11-06T05:46:00.001-05:00

WARNING!!!!!!!

HELL LOT OF OTAKU STUFF THAT NOT MANY CAN

UNDERSTAND OR ACCEPT .

notes on how to get a auto-translator.

Im not sure if esther would want one, but jiayi

how bout u?

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Recently i became obsessed with Otome games.

I knw right? freaking otaku of me.

But yea, i did.

I started with the english ones such as Re:Alistar ( played this a few months back before o lvl)

then i played this game ( in english) called

Kaleidoscope

AND THEN I PLAYED

the vietnam series ( teen story--- Lollipop love and x Mas

( xmas was creepy at some parts... i couldnt slp at night after i got a

scary ending where i died...) )

im not embarrassed of admitting that i play these games.

....

okay maybe i am.

I mean i use the term OTOME games cuz no one understands it

( no one i knw understands ...unless they wiki it :X)

It's not easy okay, these games. U have to do the trial and error thing to get it right.

It's about the perfect ending

the one u want

not the bloody sad ones u get on tv

( like the movie...ONE DAY.. i wanted to watch it soo badly cuz i thought it would have this ROMANTIC

ending.Nope not at all..Anna hathaway was hit by a bloody car BRUTALLY. CUZ SHE WAS ON HER

IPHONE. OR SMTH IDK I DIDNT WATCH IT. THE MOVIE WAS SPOILED B4 MY O LVL REALLY ENDED N I COULD GO WATCH IT..)

okay stop digressing.

back to topic.

so recently i stop playing english otome games

( c'mon there's only a handful of good ones.

such as Anyo's Love,(art good, story...plain)

The Teen story series wasnt that bad... I'll do a review next

time.... )

i found out starry sky~ Spring had a english translation done

I was so excited.

dl the game and translator patch

but my dreams were smashed when i found out that there was a few problems.

sigh

so i decided to do smth

after all

i love this game soo much

the art, the story that i have yet to uncover.

so i decided to get a auto translator ( frm jap to english)

the process was tedious. i found AGTH and tried freaking hard.

then i realised AGTH had to have ATLAS another programme ( freaking tedious...)

i practically gave up when i saw the author of the forum page mention

(i missed it cuz i didnt understand what he meant)

that there was ITH a new auto-translator. (better and improved)

Oh boy i was sooo happy.

IM still working on it.

But it seems less work then AGTH AND ATLAS..

If ANY POOR SOUL IS LOOKING FOR A AUTO TRANSLATOR FOR YR JAP GAMES.

GO TO THIS WEBBY

edit :

AFTER download ITH ... u need translator aggregator

Oh wow . wad have u done phoebe

2011-11-04T09:08:00.000-04:00

Well, 'O' level is NEARLY OVER.

Im exhausted

(from taking soo many papers and stressing over them)

and slightly nervous.
(cuz of the results, duh... n u knw wad? i only received them in JAN)

I wont say i gave exactly MY ALL MY BEST FOR THE PAPERS.

( hey giving your BEST SHOT FOR TWO WEEKS AND

MORE IS INSANE!!! I CNT DO THAT!!!)

I mean i got no stamina for 2.4km, how would i have stamina for

this?

ANYWAY, I did what I COULD.

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Less about the stressful period of my life.

More about what exactly happened to me.

( since this is my blog, where i get the chance to be self-centered

and talk abt my life...since....noone wants to hear me talk in real

life!!!

wahhhhhhhhhhhh) enough bebe, enough no more drama...

And.. In the first place i think Isa, Bry, Est and Jiayi may not read this blog

anymore..hmm

I wonder........

oh well I'll post more from now on so they can read more when the

y come back .

Now a few pictures that summarise

2011...

i ...umm graduated from Chinese drama xD

haha xD i said graduated... but it did feel like that.

Like being in Chinese drama was like being this awesome school

that changes people.

People that were once super shy and could not be heard.

People like me.

if i didnt mention this, my bad but anyway, this year,

weiting( my son) got three kids.

(yea im a grandma alrdy..i feel old...TT^TT )

One guy( castrated) and two girls

Black n white ( YUUKA) guy

Brown (MOCHA) female docile and always get raped by

YUUKA ( yes they are animals) haha.. a pun

Hazel and Black and a bit of white ( YUUKI) not docile at all,

violent, tsundere xD

N... i found out i really...

AM ADDICTED TO BUYING MAGAZINES..

hahahaha

=.="

i bet no one knew about this except my family...

* face palm* ( frm whoever is reading this)

the school had it 10 year anniversary and idk why i wore this pair of

white heels..freaking tall and painful...but pretty *w*

Haha gotcha est!!!

3 days sore .

yeap 3 days.

my feet were 3 days sore, the price of beauty....sigh,

we had popeyes btw

( dunno if i spell wrongly i dont care anyway, el exam is OVER )

yep yep yep

we didnt take a lot of pics cuz it was dark n the lighting..sucks.

the pictures that were taken in the dark were a bit... blur and it was

grainy...

NOT APPRECIATED

Oohh this year i also went to Cosfest in June,

i felt a bit guilty since i shld be like prohibited to have fun

since it's e year of O LVL .......

( posters of vocaloid and keychain n badges were bought by bry..

i could only afford two cosplay pics...xD)

one whc i gave to fy as a nooby bday present.

i wrote her a book afterwards...

and made a video

I actually thought of getting her a teddy bear or smth

but i wanted it to be more...special..

Moving on, teacher's day.

couldnt get a gift for my fav teachers.

i got three teachers a photo of us.

yes that photo

and im not even in it even though i paid for it..

hahah

actually i dont mind lah

ahhh mama gonna kill me nw.

she's been pestering to teach me chinese.

rmb i said O lvl almost over?

i mean nearly?

i mean it

i still got chinese paper

unlike some ppl..

i mean u est.

grr...

bye.

wait..

one more pic.

she (mum)havent come in n pull my ear..

one.

more..

hurry load!!!!!!

HOHOHOHO

YEA!

AHAHA * PULL EAR*

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our dear esther has finally bloomed :D

JC and Poly ...boys

2011-08-27T09:06:00.001-04:00

A few days ago, while waiting for weiting

( surprise surprise, there is actually a day where i came earlier than her, on our morning meetups )

I decided that I should go to JC instead of poly,

CUZ i still havent figured out wad i wanna be...

( actually i do...-- i wanna take the course apparel design it's like 15pts...

but if i get 15pts my mum would make me go JC anyway.)

As i imagine myself in JC, i realise that there is a high possibility that

i may start doing the dumb thing and start dating there...

( just like my brother)

I also figured that there is a high percentage that all the boys in JC

are nerds and geeks .. then again i am one.. ( a geek and an otaku)

( Jason mention this once to kai yee b4

" if u wan shuai bf go poly, if you wan smart bf go JC." )

Haha.

i added in " smart= rich n successful husband "

Kai yee went " O.O " hearing that from me n Jason...LOL

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oh yea, where was I.... on the lrt platform, waiting for waiting..I

mean Weiting... my beloved son/daughter...

While i was contemplating abt the (slightly sad-looking) future...

of a smarty ( most probably awkward n not that good looking )

boyfriend

( i apologise for my superficiality,

I like pretty things, pretty dolls, clothes, pictures, people, faces....

If i were a psychopath, my victims would all be pretty...

but obviously im not and just typing that freaks me out..

i hate horror movies... )

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oh yea...I'm digressing again, I'm sorry. okay where was I?

On LRT platform waiting for Weiting, pondering over the boyfriend

issue...

THEN,

this good looking, fair skin, good complexion,

model potential body build, dude walked pass me and sat on the lrt

seat, staring into space.

( him not me, him. i was actually staring at him... gawking in fact)

I was dazzled.

He was indeed good-looking, and he was indeed....

indeed ..............

a JC student. ( around my bro's age or younger)

( i think it was meridian, 'cause he was wearing a blue uniform )

just looking at him, ignited my hopes for a smart & SHUAI

boyfriend..

Once again, I apologise for my superficiality ( I now choose looks

over brains, after the bitter experience of choosing the latter.... )

and also for the shocking fact that I actually dowant a boyfriend with good looks.

Esther, if you're reading this... I apologise for making u read this

awkward entry by your friend.

I also realise by typing this and posting this, there is a huge possibility someone else may look at this and laugh at me... or even worse....

my PARENTS OR BROTHER MAY READ THIS..

GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! * knee down and pray *

* finishes prayer and continues*

Well, that's all.

The Plan

2011-08-07T11:02:00.003-04:00

DID YOU REALISE SOMETHING?

Our plan in life.

Aim : To do something you love

how to do so: work in some industry that does what u love

( eg. cooking )

Back up plan : Education

How it works : gives u a stable office job. ( or not)

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Wasn't education just the backup plan?

why is it ruining our original plan??????

Now if you're admitted to a neighbourhood school in s'pore,

JUST FOR( this bloody normal) EDUCATION, you lose out to half

of the students in the country.

You lose out the chance for better jobs, a nicer looking record,

( ooh Raffles Institution, superb,

oohhh... [ some noob neighbourhood school] ..wth is that? )

more experienced teachers, a more organized learning system,

cafeteria and facilities with much better qualities, etc etc..

Just because of the unfair education system,

we, neighbourhood ( not affiliated ) school's students are

stuck in this miserable cycle where we opt for a better

secondary schools, better JCs, or even get to University.

In actual fact, the government wants us ( neighbourhood

school students) to go polytechnic, not Junior colleage, they

don't see any hope in you going there. They want you, the

neighbourhood school kid that did not excel in academic

results to go to somewhere else that may allow you to make

use for your other skills like, technical stuff, ( computer game

design, resort managment course ...etc etc ) . ( don't talk

about the art courses, if you notice we don't have a lot of

design courses that are really " artsy", it's more commercial

then really the DEEP, SOUL-SEARCHING, INTENSE art.

If you got artistic talent, go there for wad?

Go art school lah. Nicer looking record.

( seriously if you're a neighbourhood school kid, in sec

school, sec 4, go look at your mailbox, it'll be filled to the

brim with all those poly magazines. why so? cuz your govt is

brainwashing you to go that direction. realise only poly go

your school for talks? why, you ask? Why not JC? Hmm cuz

they don't have any hope for you to go there, hence why

should they waste the money to hire those JC ppl with high

pays, to go your school and talk? )

Now back to my cruel cycle.

if you parents pay in lower than $3000 a month. you live in a

normal hdb flat. you are like super average.

you're likely to go to a neighbourhood school that is not

affiliated and known to the people of the other end of the

country.

You will live a completely boring dull and useless normal life

in this s'pore.

you will go to a neighbourhood sec school and JC/poly

( JCs that are not ACJC, VJC, TJC, etc all those less than 10

pts )

you will or may not go to Uni.

( most probably NOT NUS)

YOU WILL GET A NORMAL JOB.

A NORMAL SPOUSE.

( no hot celebrity, or ah moh boyfriend, cuz you never go England

and study at Cambridge or Harvard or any Ivy league)

NORMAL KIDS.

YOUR INCOME WILL BE LESS THAN $3000 IF YOU HAVE A

KID BEFORE 30.

YOUR KID WILL SUFFER THE SAME LIFE U HAD.

UNLESS OF COURSE, U FOCUS on your career first, then you

reach maybe $4-5k a month?

maybe your kid will live a life sooo much better than yours.

or maybe the future generation is different.. Since that will be

the norm.

and being the norm.. is usually not good

I don't mean to be cynical, but this is the truth, and in this

world, we have to think realistic.

Looking behind

2011-07-15T11:58:00.001-04:00

I'm not sure why i came here again.
Next week is prelims...
I should not be using the computer right now, but after reading the book " Saying Goodbye In Robot"
There is this strange lingering feeling inside me. Unlike the usual romance book, this book does not have a lot of romantic parts where the heroine and the hero make out under the moonlight or dance or whatever cheesy scene idiotic immature inexperienced playwrights come out with ( although i do like watching them)

It IS a romance novel ( Im a hopeless romantic, although i do not wish to say this outloud and sometimes i would claim that romance is only for fools ... then again we are all fools aren't we? )

About a girl called Beatrice ( fuunny har?) and a boy called Jonah.
Beatrice our main character just moved into town, she is really different from normal girls.
She likes dressing up as weird characters with her mother and take pictures.
She also enjoy imagining herself dead, and also as a robot girl ( cuz her mum calls her that when she didn't cry for their dead guinea pig )

When she moved into town, she meets her Ghost boy ---Jonah who is called ghost boy due to his pale looks ( EDWARD CULLEN!!! NAHHH) and also due to some bas--- jock who spread a imbecile rumor of him being dead when they were seventh grade.

So girl meets boy, but they don't really fall in love.
Yes they are dependent on each other but they don't see each other THAT way..
okay so maybe at the end they admit they love each other but there wasn't a kiss on the lip or sex ( usually american or european countries romance stories involve snogging/making out and sex ..i think?)

yea it was really, strange for me...
like peppermint. I don't love it neither do i hate it and in fact sometimes i kind of love the cooling sensation on your tongue. haha. how queer

now that i think about it, i started this entry to talk about myself but now it just turns to be a book review...haha hoho..

now lemme tell u abt myself..

Im still the fool i am.
Looking at you when you are not looking.
Hoping you will turn and look at me.
Yet if you did, i know i will avoid your gaze.

Im awkward with you,
afraid and shy
yet i wish i could speak to you.

It makes me wonder, if this is right.
Is it real or just a lie?

It ain't suppose to hurt.
Since it is love
Yet i enjoy the pain.
Because it is love.

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Don't worry I'm not in love. Neither am i hurt.
Im just saying whatever was on my mind.
It's just some low grade poem...written by me...

then again i kind of meant it...haha

comfort zone

2011-07-07T11:03:00.000-04:00

i realised that everytime, im upset over some issues, such as bad performance for a test, friendships, stress and stuff. I'll head for the computer.
Even though there are no updates on facebook, youtube, mangafox, deviantart etc etc.
i still go online.
Even if the youtube videos are boring and there is no new manga that interests me.
I still go online.

The internet is my source of comfort.
Even though it is a unhealthy obsession, most probably seen as a addiction.
It's my medicine to keep myself happy.
My happy pill.
Ha. that sounded dumb.
But whatever.
I'm just speaking the truth, and i am sure that the rest of you guys on the internet feel the same way too.

to all the adults and therapist that call this computer addiction, i have only one thing to tell u.

This ain't addiction, this is our way to keep ourselves ( us teenagers) sane from this insane world.

DUMBFOUNDED: ARE WE THERE YET

2011-07-05T06:46:00.002-04:00

I never really like rap.. until i heard this.

this ain't rap, this is a story.

a life story of a man.

mature? you kidding me?

2011-07-01T08:01:00.002-04:00

yesterday i went for emath tuition at kovan.
On my way home from the kovan market to the kovan mall (heartland mall) this guy walked towards me with a cheery grin and said,

"Hi do you know that there are many people out there with heart disease and XXX and XXX? They are in need of your help, and if you could help that would be wonderful. I know you are young and you are probably studying but you could also help. Hmmm I assume that you are around 18-19 years old?"

"Er... No. " (me)

" huh?... then....17? "

"no...."(me)

"20...?"

"NO... im 16" (LOL. i kind of forgot i was like a year older and wanted to say 15)

"Oh...!O>O err....never mind..(awkward) you can donate blood when you are older. Bye"

WTH

WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?

GOING AROUND ASSUMING PEOPLE'S AGE

AND MAKING THEM FEEL OLD AND

ERM..JUST PLAIN BLOODY OLD.

IM LIKE OBVIOUSLY 16 YEARS OLD.

I WEAR BORING BLACK TEES

AND DULL DARK BLUE SHORTS THAT ARE

LIKE NEAR YR KNEE.

...anyway,who the hell would donate blood for you after to said they look old huh?! HAR?!!!!!!!!!!!!!

URGHHHHHH

why can't people see me for who i am?

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.... DONT ANSWER THAT........

i KNOW.....

you probably thinking :

Gah, right like they can if you're dressing like a twentynineyearold-jobless-friendless-dateless freak.

haha -.-

if i had a real attitude and real guts i'll scream vulgar at u for making me feel bad about my wardrobe...

urgh......... my wardrobe... timetogoshopping

top few pics

2011-06-27T08:47:00.000-04:00

the top few pics that attract ppl to this site are...

and

WTH IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?!

still alive

2011-06-27T08:41:00.001-04:00

Im still alive
still confused
still weird
haha
wait for it people
after o levels it's going to be major spamming here with entries..
wait for it...

Acting

2011-06-06T12:53:00.000-04:00

I got into a quarrel with my parents on sunday, leaving me moody all morning.
After they left the house, i dragged myself out of bed to prepare to go to school to take my testimonial and stuff
( for DSA )
when i reached school, i was welcomed by cheery xing yu who didn't notice any swollen red eyes or frown.
of course, im an actress, i covered up any marks of sadness and pretend that i was happier than happy.
haha...

No one noticed a thing....
no one felt amiss..........
smiles covered up every sign of sadness.
this shows how great an actress i was...
until........

i went into the music room to talk to my cca teacher.
My instructor that i admire a lot greeted me by commenting on my odd attire.
( giant white sec 1 orientation tee, short shorts, short hair let down, glasses, tote bag)

I didnt know what to say to him, all a sudden i felt tired of pretending, then he asked one question that stuck me.

" 你怎么了？"

i was kind of shock cuz i thought he knew...
and yea, i think he did.
cuz i gave him a "shock" look, and i didnt reply him.
He just gave me a "Oh, i understand. Im not sure wad happened but take care kay?" Look.

and then he went back to teach the juniors...
i was stunned.
and then i realised something.
that deep inside
i didnt want to hide my sadness.
i wanted someone to see my tears and say " it's okay, it's alright"

thank you cher.

Wassup?

2011-05-17T11:45:00.001-04:00

OKay, so i changed the blogskin cuz the previous one was too....

complicated?
complex?
Over the top?

yea. It's was really beautiful, exquisite, obviously made by a meticulous person who loves details.

But it's just too much for me to handle.

So I haven't been blogging ( sorry pal)

but i have been using the computer.

You see, I met facebook, and i fell in love with facebook.

So instead of a blogger, i became... a facebooker.. no... i
don't think that's the word..More like

facebookworm..

or something else..

idk.

Oh yah, i know the fonts are tiny in this blogskin,

so i will try my best to increase the size of the fonts later

when i finish this post.

Yeap.

So i made hell lots of promises on cosplaying,

and i realise i haven't been working on it at all.

The only effort i made was getting a hibari wig and a PVC

pipe (bry gave one to me, ty bry^^)

for his tonfa, which btw is still left untouched.

Sigh.

Another thing i should made some effort with is my 'O' level

chinese examination.

It's a week or two away.

dum dum dum

YEA. TIME FLIES...

Sigh ( again)

I also realise no one ( i mean my friends) really update their

blogs.

Then i saw kai yee's and jiayi's blog and i'm like...

Wow, they really update their blog. maybe i should update mine.

I mean i realise how blogging really improve my vocabulary

and made me practise the english language.

After all, it's very similar to writing a journal,

which Ms Pilo ( Our this year's English teacher) made us do...

Eh wait, i think i mentioned that before in the previous post...

If u have been reading this blog....(have u? doubt so)

ANYWAY...

Some updates on my life:

Recently ( or not so recently since it have been months)

i drew this xD

No actually, i think it was last year when i drew this.

yea, last year. ( And i just said " recently" gosh pheebs...)

I was bored and then i started doodling on paper.

I love that paper 'cause it's like this really nice quality so it

has a nice feel to it (smooth~) and it's really big. I think it's

paper for fax machines... My dad gave me a huge stack for

last year's End of year Revision. ( Math)

http://umifujijou.deviantart.com/art/Speak-now-MikuxLen-192268854

This is the coloured version ~~~

So im like really statisfied with the result,

the colours are really nice in this picture~~~

except it could be better

( of course, bebe is never 100% statisfied...NEVER!!!)

AND YES, that's my deviantart account that i don't usually

reveil to the public~~~ cuz it's embarrassing.. ( i dunno y)

Hahaha.... * weak smile*

Once in a blue moon, i'll post my pictures cuz...

-My scanner broke down.

-Submitting it will mean i have to color it

which is a huge hassle.
and yea. I'm a lazy bum.

But i will upload more picture once the 'O' levels are over and i'm free enough to do something about the scanner problem and colour my pictures..
and maybe go get a job to buy Photoshop and a tablet.

List of things i wanna get after 'O' levels are over and i get a part-time job:

-DSLR ( drools)
-Luka wig
-Bamboo Tablet ( it comes with photoshop ~~~)
-Sewing Machine!!! ( i wanna take up sewing )

If i'm correct all this four items adds up to near 2 thousand dollars.

Since the DSLR is the big one ( thousand plus)

Bamboo tablet... ($199...that's what it says on the website)

Wig...
( below $50. i know long wigs are really costy so i may buy 2

cheap wigs ( since they are really thin) )

and I want a sewing machine for two reasons:

-First of all, i desire to get my hands on a sewing machine

because... it benefits my Cosplay plans ( duh)

-I wish to start making my own clothes in the future, this

saves money on buying clothes that i may not wear in the

future, and it allows me to explore new choices and let my

creativity come to good use in life.

Gosh, that's not a lot of stuff huh.
After all.. i ain't a greedy person xD
horhor... right...

oh look at the time...11.45pm
gotta sleep now...
bye~~~

North Vista

2011-04-30T10:14:00.000-04:00

Things you had NO idea about North Vista Secondary:
It has a wikipedia page.
It was one of the Government Chinese Middle Schools set up to cater to Chinese school students who had their studies disrupted by the Chinese middle schools riots.
It had actually merged with Thomson Vocational School to become Thomson Secondary School.
Later on when it moved it became NORTH VISTA SECONDARY

BTW, as a vistarian the heritage room is like this legendary place that you only get to go ONCE in your vistarian life, that is when you are a secondary one student and you Student Leader brings you there.
Oh yah, student leaders, they get to go in there more than once...

BTW the wikipedia page is a bit outdated.

We repainted the school.... i mean there's no RAINBOW OF VALUES ANYMORE.

it's soo ....corny

THRIFT,

CAMARADERIE

RESILIENCE

INTEGRITY

AND THE SELF IN THE SELF-DISCIPLINE

IS ALL GONE..........

NOW WE HAVE ~~~~~~~~~`

care n respect
discipline
and enterprise...

AND THAT'S IT

i guess at some point they realise it too troublesome to keep explaining to the students what camaraderie is and
it's too much to memorize. ( I bet even the teachers can't remember)

Oh yea, i bet you guys also had no idea that we once had a student frm NV in the PROJECT SUPERSTAR!!!

But he was like.... 27 back then....

anyway my eyes are getting tired...

nite~~

881 Review

2011-04-27T06:06:00.000-04:00

Im doing a bunch of reviews recently cuz nth exciting is going on with my life.
Ha right.
SYF ( singapore youth festival) was two days ago, tmr we'll receive our results.
Dum dum dum~~~
anyway on saturday, we ( chinese drama ) went to watch the Musical 881.
I had no idea what the story was about.
I figured it was a comedy on getai.
I had no idea, it was a tragedy...

A tragedy?
Yes.
It's a tragedy.

Anyway i never watched the movie so i had no idea what was going to happen.
The whole time in that nice comfy seat, looking down at the stage ( since i sat at the 4(?) level of the audience)
i was excited to know more about the story.
Actually it was the romance between the male lead and Min Min that really intrigues me.
( Hopeless Romantic here!)

The costumes and vocals were nice of course. 6/6
The acting was a 4/6 ...
the dancing.. i'll give 3/6 :<
the story was a bit TOO predicatable.
So predictable it hurts.

PLOT:

The papaya sisters, Min Min and YanYan love getai.
They are not blood-related sisters of course.
They just happen to both love getai a lot and hence their fate cross paths with each other, and the decided to fulfill their dream. Their mentor Ling Yi, makes their costumes, and Guan Ying her mute son ( who is played by Nat Ho) is their helper ( he carries the costumes and here and there in the scenes) .
Anyway, it was kind of obvious that they will fulfill their dream.
And it was kind of obvious that something will go wrong when the Ling Yi's sister, the goddness of getai said

" DO NOT FALL IN LOVE"

i mean all of us were thinking of Nat Ho, Guan Ying when that line was said.
And repeated by the Papaya sisters.
Plus we all know Guan Ying likes Little Papaya, and Big Papaya likes Guan Ying...

How we know Guan Ying like LP:
When Guan ying gave Little Papaya, i think that's Min Min the docile and gentle one, the song he wrote----
Yi ren Yi ban.
All of us sighed for him when she said
" Yi...ren ... yi ban? You mean me and Yan yan? ^^"
and then he started to sing a heart song. I say heart song cuz he's mute in the story and can't sing but he is still singing cuz it's a musical..DUH!
( but he speak later when LP fainted and die....yea, he is only psychologically mute. not really born mute.... :<)

Later on when we realised Little Papaya, Min Min's illness --- Cancer.
we also realise that Min min knows about Guan Ying's feelings for her the whole time.

Min Min:" Guan Ying Ge, I know what that song mean, but i'm not worth it----"

Wah... then then then...
SHE REALLY DIED.

i mean seriously, i knew she will die but i was desperately hoping for a happy ending.
Like maybe the celestials will give her a chance.

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

After i watch the musical,
my heart cried out for those two. They are the real Romeo and Juliet....
* cries more and weeps on the keyboard*

mh : " i thought you said you like sad endings? o.o"
me: " yea.. but not in this context!!!"

I know that it was suppose to be like this, but as a hopeless romantic, this was too much for me... T^T

Besides the Romance:

The songs were wonderful.
I never knew that those getai songs sounded familiar to me.
I really like them.
The first number, the 12 papaya song was a bit funny at first.
But later on when i heard it again... idk why.
I love it.
They just have that effect on you.
Not nice at first. But when u listen to it again.
You'll like it.

I think i just repeated " Like" /"Love" like a few times already...

yes i just ADORE THEM.

Oh yah the Durian sisters in the Musical, compared to the Movie ( i saw the trailer)
are very different.
But !
they still got that really nasal voice.

High-pitched and sound like it came from the nose not the mouth.
The opening song for the Durian sisters ----- THE DURIAN SONG>

They were like " Durian Durian Durian~~~"

and i was like " GAH GAH GAH GAH...wth is this?!"

Plus they had this weird ah mo accent cuz in the musical they are played by two ah mo.
The storyline said they are from Romanian, but i don't really think the actress are really romanians..

OHYAH The Kiasu face song was a epic win.

Yea heard of Poker face by lady Gaga?
Then you gotta listen to Kiasu Face.

Kiasu in singapore mean afraid to lose.
Which is a character trait in almost every singaporean.

Anyway when i saw the costumes, i had a hitch that the song was Gaga related.
I mean they wore spikes on their Blonde Afros. and they had this really shiny black poofy dress similar to Lady gaga.

enough of the songs, i have to tell you about the acting before i go eat dinner...
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Acting :

The directing was good.... i'll give a 9/10 for that.

The acting was not bad!
I mean the relationship between the mother and son was beautiful. Nat ho acted well as a fillial and loving son. He hugged his mama hell lot of time.
Compared to the movie, Guan ying in the musical is more gentle and sensitive.
I watch the small flick on youtube, where the mother cried when Min Min was dying, The Guan ying in the movie just place his hand on her hand after like ... she sang 5-6 lines.
I mean his body language wasn't very good in the show. He should at least sit up. not lean back.... ...
but i didnt watch the whole movie so i can't say much.
Forgive me if i criticized your idol....

The girl that acted as Yan Yan was good she potrayed Yan Yan's bubbly and loud attitude very well.

AH, it's 6.06pm.
time to eat...

Venus Capriccio: Manga review

2011-04-26T10:31:00.000-04:00

I figured out i might as well make use of this blog and tell ya all bout my manga knowledge.

Recently i flipped through a manga magazine i bought a few years back in Malaysia.
I was flabbergasted when i saw a chapter from Venus Capriccio.
I read Venus Capriccio around the time I was following SA.
( btw SA is now over and i havent (re)read it for like decades. )
I got interested in Venus Capriccio again and i decided to check whether the manga websites actually uploaded or updated it..Sadly no.

Mangafox stopped at chapter 11 and didn't continue.
I found a website the has until chapter 28 but i figured i'll read it next time when i got more time to spare.
( Hey, then why are u here if you ARE THAT... BUSY? )
Well, anyway, i couldnt resist the urge to do a Manga review on it.
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Venus Capriccio

is a manga that (like MOST GD MANGA) has a title that has NO LINK TO THE STORY.
xD
It's characters are the usual shoujo characters.
A head strong female protagonist with BLACK HAIR (similar to Misa from Maid-sama and Hikari from SA)
and a cool blonde(?) male protagonist that is completely near perfect and in love with the female.

YES, it is quite similar to maid-sama where the girl is manly.
However, the plot itself is slightly different.
It's about piano.
The female protagonist is called Takami, she lives in a family full of boys ( 5 brothers).
Hence she is slightly towards the masculine side, and behaves like a boy ( sitting with her legs wide open).
When she was ten years old, her mother in desperation to prevent her daughter from being a boy sent her to learn piano ( like a girl...)

This part makes me feel a bit.. sexist. I mean playing the piano is girly? How? I mean the male dude plays the piano but he ain't gay! He's hot in fact! ( okay going off topic....)

Anyway, then she met the dude, Akira.... who is actually 2 years younger than her. Oh yea, maybe that's why this manga appeals to me. I'm a fan of younger guy relationship...=X

Anyway that was like years ago, afterwards when they are older in high school, the real drama begins.
The first chapt, Takami is dumped by some bastard who u will see later in the next next next smth chapt.
Then Akira comforts her with his MUSIC~
Afterwards he invites her to watch his performance.
There we realise that Akira is actually fourteen years old but hawt, talented and amazing.
Anyway, i thought he was like 18 when i read it a year or two ago.
( i only realise he was 14 today when i reread the manga online!!!!)
Then he XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX spoiler.
Anyway, to summarize what happened in the first chapt.
- Akira likes Takami.
-Takami is shocked and had no idea
- Takami figured out she had always denied the fact he was a guy and treated him as a little sis.
- at the end of the chapt she says this " Upgrade from little sis to little bro"
( that means she is starting to look at him as a guy)

Anyway, my summary sucks.

Hightlight of the manga : The story plot ia unique as the author used a gender bender manner. Where the girl is masculine and the boy seems to be feminine. But later we realized that this is not true. It has a very shoujo effect on me--- mysterious male lead, clueless female lead. 4/5 as a good shoujo.
a good shoujo has a plot that you can't really predict.
excites the female reader.
Has characters that have depth.

Lowlight: Not all the chapt are up yet. URGH...

anyway if you r a girl or you are really damn free. go read it.

If only...

2011-04-26T05:58:00.001-04:00

If only we could read each others mind.

We would be able to understand what the opposite is thinking.
There will be no need for awkward conversations and misunderstanding.

If only........

( Isa, what are you thinking? )

BEST CIP

2011-04-23T11:21:00.000-04:00

i know i havent been blogging for eons.
this blog is probably dead.
But i would like to make up by posting this short video.
It's on the CIP experience i had on Thursday
It was freaking awesome, all thanks to ISA, i love you.

Anyway I'm still waiting for the video to finish Publishing, still got a--------------- okay it's done.
yay
it's being a long time since i video edit stuff.
im kinda proud of my skills XD.

anyway, i bet u will probably ask y i used the friday song.
well, it was the only song that fit the whole thing! surprisingly.
and throughout the day, we keep singing the song even though it's like thursday.
At one point in the video, bry n ye are actually sing the friday song... but the failed half way. xD

Enjoy!~

(shit i cnt upload the video here... !@#$%^&* u! blogger ! )

Shopping

2011-04-14T08:35:00.001-04:00

I love shopping.

Yea right.

Honestly speaking, i kind of hate shopping.
I always met with some sort of misfortune when i shop.
Once i was accused of shoplifting.

It was at Compass Point, Comic Connection.
I was with Wei Ting back then, we were looking at some keychains( gah, so cute..~~~)
when i noticed the rack had gave way and the keychains had scattered on the ground.

As a good person, i picked up a few keychains and tried to fix the rack. ( I very kind hor? xD)
However... i'm not very smart so i couldnt figure out how to.... (-.-")
So i called the shop assistant ( this girl around 17-19 years old ????) and told her.

Afterwards, we left the shop as there was nothing else to see....
But i got held back by the shop assistant.
She actually ran out of the shop after i left, and made me pass her my bag so she can check it.
Yes.
Check it.
As in check for stolen items.
WTH.
Like the chinese saying :
"好心没好报!"

After the experience, ( i was like 12 or 13 back then!!!!)
it took me a very very long time before i dare to step into that shop.
Luckily that ( !@#$%^&*) female shop assistant is gone.
Btw, i was a regular there!!!! Do u know how insulting it is to me?
URGH....

There was another time, i was shopping at Pepper Plus.
I wanted to buy shorts because everyone was wearing shorts those days
( Still are.. .cuz we're singaporean n the weather here is freaking hot.)
I was really keen on buying them,.

so i tried a few.

I looked awesome in a few but...

I come from a conservative family.

( if u knw my family background ya shld knw why....and it's not just bcuz im Chinese okay!
Majority of the girls in S'pore that wear shorts are also chinese btw )

and the shorts there WERE REALLY REALLY SHORT.
Like half of my thigh ( bet some of yer are saying " WHERE GT SHORT?" )
If i wore that out, my mother will kill me.
Not just that, i look stupid in short shorts. ( they make me look short!!!)
Considering the fact that i'm tall, the shorts look very short on me.

(i know i should stop using the word short... but what other words can i use... UNLONG???? O.-)

So i decided to not buy them and returned the shorts.
I passed them to this twenty to early thirties lady, and smiled amiably " Sorry they are too short for me"
and u know what?????

SHE GAVE ME THE LOOK
THE FREAKING DIAO LOOK
LIKE SHE ROLLED HER EYES AND GLARED AT ME.
WTH x 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

THIS IS WHY
till this day
i never bought anything from that shop anymore. ( but i do step in and look at the clothes sometimes =X)
But anyway that was one heck of a !@#$%^&* bloody service.
if she wanted to roll her eyes to show her annoyance.
do it behind me.
Where are her manners.
This happened to me when i was 14years old.
I am way younger than her but i know my manners!

This is why i hate shopping.
I'm thinking of shopping online but it's kind tiring to wait for the cappings and stuff...
HAIZ

My cosplay dream

2011-03-16T11:11:00.000-04:00

I really really like cosplay
but this year is the year where i take my GCE O lvl exams.
Oh well.
here's my cosplay dream list :

#1 .
Hibari Kyoya

gah he was my favourite of all the KHR characters.

#2. Yuu Kanda --- D-Gray man

i really like this fanart version by : subaru-s ( below)

i think i wanna cosplay kanda like that *w*

#3. Megurine Luka - Secret

#4. Ciel from Kuroshitsuji ( my junior said i looked like him, so i went to read the manga n fell in love)

#5. Simon -Gurren Lagann

I think he should be called ( C-Mon) 'cause in the English sub. Everyone calls him that.

I'm still wondering whether it's the right pronunciation for him... Hmmmm...

---to be continued ----

New addictions

2011-03-04T00:09:00.000-05:00

Yesterday i got hooked on this anime called Gurren Lagann.

It's obviously a shounen.

It takes place in a era where things are less developed and everyone lives in pits, not knowing there's a world above them. Not knowing that there is a sky above them.

So the main character, is a 14 year old boy called Simon. Not simon but Si-mon.

( mon as in pokemon that "mon") if you know what i mean.

Anyway then there is Kamina. Im not sure if he is the "mentor" of the story or the "catalyst"

(picture taken from deviantart)

But i know whatever he did in the first few episodes, before he died in ep 8.

He was an eccentric loud-mouth guy who always spouts nonsense that... Simon actually believes and

he's ideas actually works.

He is also the guy who build the main framework for the Gurren Lagann team and Simon's confidence..

Too bad he died.

Then the next addiction is Lying Mii-kun and Broken Maa-chan: Precious Lies

it's a seinen manga.

There's some violent parts in it. But it's not to the extent where they show u the guts spilling out. the skull cracking .

It's quite neutral to me.

It's a psychological manga.

About the kidnapped kidnapping people due to the trauma they got.

Anyway it's quite good. They said there was romance in it however, it's still not clear whether the guy liked the girl or sympathies with her.

I would like to read the manga again to see if it's true... but

it won't be fun rereading manga online... it's a bit tiring n boring to stare at the screen and wait for it to load so u can see something u seen before...

Oh well, luckily today is e-learning day if not i won't be able to read/watch all this.

TTFN

Back

2011-02-26T00:08:00.000-05:00

Okay i decided to stick to this blog instead.
Seriously. i dont like the new blogger design
screw it.
Anyway happy bloody valentine's day :D

Btw that's just red food colouring used to make the red jelly for Vday ...

Moving off

2011-02-06T09:32:00.000-05:00

I prefer peace and quiet, so if yer wanna look for me go to
http://apinchofblue.blogspot.com/

my new place for rambles.

to my beloved friends, isa, bry, esther, jiayi and whoever else is reading this.

movie addict

2011-02-04T22:53:00.000-05:00

since now is the four day holiday, i have been watching hell lot of movies online.

one of the best is well, st, trinian's .

it's a movie about this private school full of crazy ( not literally) girls.

It's quite cool actually.

well then, there's the chav, the emos, the geeks, the posh totties...... and the err....ecos....

anyway if yr free n a girl, go watch it. i dont think it will have the same effect it has on the guys.

Life

2011-02-01T10:04:00.001-05:00

wow, it's been a year...
tmr is the 2 of feb 2011.
the chinese new year concert.
Been really busy,
so busy that i can't blog much.
Since now i got this journal that Ms pilo our english teacher wants us to write ....
I think this year won't be so bad.
I passed most of my math test. except for the trigo one which i didnt fail THAT badly.. but i did fail.
Dropping to combine science was a great idea. Im glad.
Now i just need to open my eyes and look out for chances to pound on and bring me to new places.
Im thinking of going to TPJC my brother's school to chase after my theater and drama dream.
I mean i did gave up art during sec 2 just to pursue my dream of being a director. ( i took english lit instead)

I am just such a dreamer.
Even though it hurts me a lot of give up the dream of pursuing arts.
I must remind myself its okay.
So maybe sometimes in life i would grumble to myself or to others saying
" ah dammit why didnt i do that?"
* grumble grumble*
*regret*
...
Today
my current drama instructor said that during his first performance as the main lead, his mentor said 3 words.
" dont be afraid" 不要怕
before his performance and
after his perfomance she said
" Don't regret" 不要后悔

and that's something i would never forget.

Nothing left unsaid

2011-01-21T07:17:00.001-05:00

Im graduating from secondary school ( smth like high school.... if u compare it with the other countries )

so right now im thinking..
maybe i shld do a check list.
yea...
and make sure

i got nothing left unsaid

sisters

2011-01-21T07:16:00.003-05:00

Today during the group study..... we started having a conversation on sisters...
Weiting : " my sister .... blah blah blah "
Esther: "YA! my sister also like blah blah blah blah "
Jiejia: " my sister .. blah blah blah blah bla"
Me: " my siste--------... wait... shit i don't have one. the one at home is a male..." ....

sisters

2011-01-21T07:16:00.001-05:00

CCA Carnival

2011-01-07T05:40:00.000-05:00

Gosh im dead beat.
today was like the most tiring day ever.
But it's tougher for the actors.
For the cca carnival we did a skit.

The skit was where this gangster cuts into a queue and there's these three students that are to stand up against him.

Rui zhong was the gangster.

It was really surprising cuz at first i thought he was just a complete slacker.
But he act really well.
we were all flabbergasted by his great performance...
sadly, during performance he broke his ear-piece ( prop).
I suggested getting him a new one and then....
He said it was from his sister.
then meihwa told me that his sister meant a lot to him.
Afterwards i got really really guilty.
I mean this guy was kinda unwilling to act in this skit.
But he still did.
and he had to endure the shoving and pushing in the skit and being called a " stupid/idiot/bastard gangster" for the past 45mins or more. ( by jason n I who were doing the presenting )

he was already dead beat like the rest of us...and...his ear piece broke... the one that carried sentimental value.

not knowing wad to do. i told the teacher and told her the story.... suggesting that we get a new EP to
replace his..

teacher say she got a new ear piece n she never used it before.
so nxt tues we are going to give him
i hope im not being too nosy and a complete idiot as usual.

now im going to go eat dinner before i faint from hunger. I only at like one bun during recess and 3 fishballs for lunch ( i threw away rest of my lunch<< {fishball noodles xD} to go help out)

HAIZ...........

THEN AGAIN, im not sure if im doing the right thing. Maybe im just being selfish and using the EP to replace the real guilt... the fact ,,,,,,,,that i had prejudice against this dude in the past.

The neighbour

2011-01-06T04:54:00.001-05:00

Gosh, what kind of neighbor am i?

Just now, i was on my way back from school.
I took the lift as usual, the boring old lift ....
as i wait for the lift is close( as in the door )
this man ..... around the age of twenty, dyed brown hair, slightly unshaved.... in black tee n 3 quarters entered.....
smiling...
i didnt know why he was smiling...
so it was kinda suspicious.
Then, when i pressed the number of my floor, i waited for him to press his.....
but he didnt.
MORE SUSPICIOUS.
i was freaking scared .
i mean seriously.
u'll be scared too.
cuz..
that guy was like searching for something in his pockets...

and i was like " OH SHIT DON'T TELL ME HE GOT A WEAPON!!! GOD!!! PLEASE!! HELP ME!!!"

and i heard keys jangling....
" oh shit! a pocket knife?! "

WAIT.... I JUST REMEMBERED SMTH...
i think my neighbor got this.......................

* door opens. *

dude goes out to his doorstep.....
and uses his keys to open the door....

I just remembered... he's my neighbor's son........

The last friday of the holidays.

2010-12-31T03:39:00.001-05:00

FRIDAY THE 31st. haiz.......

miserable fact : school starting

miserable fact 2 : hw still not done

slightly optimistic fact: no school on monday ( i hate monday)

slightly optimistic fact: cca on tuesday ( i love cca !!!)
slightly more optimistic fact: i got a pro to help me with the calligraphy homework.

yay.

2:3

wait..

more miserable fact : didnt do much revision for math...

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

anyway it's a wonderful cheery afternoon now.

sun mian ... i mean yue fan just woke up from his LONG LONG SLUMBER.

if yr wondering why he's here.

he just stayed over

WAIT!

BEFORE ISA SCREAM ~~IN JEALOUSLY...~~

I MEAN HAHA... .... THAT'S A JOKE ISA....... DONT HIT ME

* AH PAKKK!!!!!!!!!!!*

* BLACKEYE *

OW............

anyway ytd we repainted the living room after 6 years of living in a blue living rm

we went for white..

...

btw we move in in the year 2000.

2004 we paint the whole house.

2010

...we paint the living room back to its original colour.

haiz..

my hands are still aching

this morning the veins on my hands were still popping out ..

which is SOOO NOT NORMAL.

i couldnt even hold the toothbrush properly.

haiz..

so my mum hired qi gang and sui mian .. i mean yue fan

to paint the house.

WHITE

took forever

we even paint the ceiling.

we had help from the big pro ( qigang's dad)

oh yea. if yer wondering who the hell is qigang n yue fan? ( rarely mentioned in the previous post )

well......

qi gang is just a church friend.

and ... sun mian << REAL NAME

who is known as YUE FAN to isa n weiting ( they make up e name btw)

hahaha...

rmb the previous post?

on the steamboat feast???

ahem...

Hope he won't stumble onto my blog... i'll be doom before i can speak.

lalalalla tralalla~~~~~~~~~~~

oh yea.

so how was my holiday?

hmm

pretty crazy in fact

i went to bintan

if yer guys dunno where is bintan... here's the map XD

i went with my parents.

no big bro cuz he went to china during that time XD

gah i look adorable in those giant sunglasses. yea~~~

the part i like most abt the trip was the fact i get to watch hours of korean drama and eat instant noodles at night.

although i am always tempted to eat inst noodles...

i alwasy dislike the taste after the 5th bite.

dunno why

it just repluse me ...

hmmm wonder why.

haiz.

dunno why after the 4th bite the spaghetti taste started to repulse me...haha... i get tired of things easily...

actually.. we didnt do a lot of stuff at bintan..

most afternoons...

we just sleep or....

for me : do hw

for dad: read book / work on sermon

for mum: work on her sermon

yea. that's wad the ting family call a vacation.

However.................................................haiz...

goodbye bintan... hello singapore...

Holidays

2010-12-15T08:36:00.000-05:00

Well, before i start lemme wish u guys a early christmas ( in case i forgot to blog for another month) hohoho..

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WHAD CRAP I DID THIS HOLIDAYS.

-Bridging crap for two weeks. ( i actually liked it ...weird... maybe it's cuz i learn more sitting in front with weitibg who is a great study buddy ! ^^)
- cca banner .... we keep dragging it... still not done haiz.........
-er... went to bintan with mum n dad... gosh that means i played gooseberry. aw man!
-erm.,...... we went...to...... east coast for class gathering
-....ehhhhhhhhh ( bad memory) went swimming most of the time with isa n weiting ^^
- OH!!!! WENT TO WILD WILD WET
- SNEAKER CONTEST ! ( LAST SAT xp)
-AFAX ( OVER !!!!!!!!!!!!
- SKIPPED EOY N STGCC =< OH WELL.
-CNT RMB... ANYWAY THE PHOTOS!

( this happened during bridging. i guess? when we got our class jackets and we played chess for hours after school ... )

models : isa n youngern...
nice pose isa!

WATCHA LOOKING AT ????!!! wanna fight huh!?!!!

BTW.. blue faceless guy : bryan ...

lunch at school.... gosh i love the noodles that the aunty made... until they turn cold and soggy ...that is... =<

Nice guy

2010-11-27T13:22:00.001-05:00

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27.11.10

Then today, i went to support the chinese drama juniors last day/performance of the chinese drama interschool camp. ( i went there for the previous two years )
I was really excited about supporting the juniors till a bombshell dropped on my from nowhere....
okay, not a bombshell, and it didnt come from nowhere.
It was a msg from the teacher in charge asking me who was coming.
The problem was, I didnt know who was coming so i msg all the seniors and ask them
Only a few replied...---- NO.
Some of the exco had reasonable reasons, such as piano lessons and tuition.
Meihwa as usual....WAS SICK. -.-

Then the night before ....elson told me he couldnt go.
I was really really upset the whole night , i was about to break into tears cuz... i found out.
NO ONE was going to support... well, except me... but ... alone?
I felt really disappointed with the response and felt like no one bothered to show support for the juniors.
And i felt like i was SOOOO gonna disappoint the teacher in charge cuz... in her msg u wrote my name...
As in she address me in the letter....
i felt like ... oh that means im responsible it.
It felt worse that i have to tell the teacher that NO ONE, NOT ONE OF US WERE GOING.

But in the end...
i still told the teacher.
and then she told me that actually one person was going.
and that was the other vice chairman.
So I tried my best to persuade charming meihwa...real charming indeed. ( to make it a trio...)
even after wailing and trying to gain sympathy from my bestest friend..
she just didnt wanna go cuz her body felt weak............................ after she recovered from cough.

i waas kinda upset over that fact cuz i usually go to school even if im sick and this girl.......haiz............
( check my attendence... 196/196 wor! )

in the end..yes the sad end...i had to go with him. ( just us two...)
Before we meet, i was thinking

" shooot, a guy, How do you speak with a guy...?!!!!!"
English?
Eh.. er... talk bout wad?
So i planned in my mind bout the topics i could casually ask him and have a normal non-awkward conversation.
( you must be wondering.. i thought phoebe usually can talk oky-ish to boys? well that IS when there is a girl beside me... if not i'll feel really awkward and ODD)

Topics : EOY results, JC or POLY? ambition? etc etc =D

when i reached ( mtg place ) .... i had to wait for him cuz he was late. ..... * screams and shout *
I dunno why everytime i go out with ppl. Im late
and when people go out with me... THEY'RE LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!

urghhhhhhhhhh.................

wait wait wait ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ring ring!
oh he's here.
go take bus.

talk talk talk...
eh ?! talk? we're talking/!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????????????????????

Surprisingly we manage to have a conversation just naturally without me thinking hard about what to say next.
Without me feeling odd or awkward.
Not at all.

IN FACT.

it was like talking to a bryan...

A BRYAN : male living being who phoebe can speak easily and freely without feeling shameful for the silly things she do =D

well, not the part bout the silly things.
IN fact it was like talking to my brother.
I always talk to my brother about all the random things in my life.
LOL.

It was more surprising that after we alighted i realised.. i had talk to him throughout the whole bus trip casually without feeling awkward. ( i used to find it difficult to talk to male species. they scare me)

And through the bus trip i also realise that the prejudice i had against him during sec one was so so so so wrong.
He isnt what i expect in sec one.
In fact he as uncaring and insensitive( like most male XP) .
Most of the time he dont show the fact he likes the cca, but through small things

( like the part when he said that he wanted to come watch
was cuz it was the last performance we can watch before we step down
* sooo touching!!!!!! CHINESE DRAMAA ILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!* )

it can be seen that he likes CHINESE DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3

and in fact... he's a nice guy.

It's back

2010-11-25T07:50:00.000-05:00

guess what? my acne problems came back.
Really bad... =<
urgh....

* cries in corner*

a few days ago my skin was recovering and showing signs that im growing out of puberty..
turns out it was puberty playing a cruel trick on me... weep...weep...
when i woke up yesterday morning i pratically screamed.................................................................
i guess it's partially my fault.....
okay.. it completely my fault

i was in the holiday mood: where i watch korean dramas with my mother till 3-4 am in the morning and wake up at 10am the next day.... and i drank.... very little water....
and i replaced fruits with ice cream... eh wait.. i ate grapes ytd... ah wadevr.
plus i havent been doing my exercise regime recently due to the holiday slackiness.
and my homework yes... my hw hasnt really been touched much.
ytd i managed to finish my essay ( it was dued the wk b4 skool close...drats...ah wadevr)
=.= nw i think bout it...
i spend like a hell lot of time writing that essay.
write... rewrite.... write.... wait wait wait... i just realise smth.. wad if ..... ms lee ( chinese teacher ) doesnt accept the essay?! wad if.......... it was just a waste of my time?
gosh.... eh wait.. im talking bout acne.... how does hw affect it anyway?

.....

Shopping with MUM

2010-11-22T03:18:00.000-05:00

Doing groceries with mum is fun,

but having a cold wet chicken

between your legs is SICK!

Style

2010-11-21T21:20:00.000-05:00

Today i will cover a strange topic.
STYLE.

as usual, since the blog is bout me.. im talking bout MY STYLE.

except well, i dont have style so that's a problem...ahahahhaah =<

The USUAL GET-UP :
( 2008-9)
Boring white tee and jeans.
I only got two white tees so half the time i look like i didnt shower...
I DID OKAY.
It's just that they look very similar.
so usually I match them with different cardigan.
I love the two white tees so much cuz
they are WAY comfortable and outline my contours<< that sounds weird....
So most of the time i neglect the rest of my moldy closet... hehehhe opps.........

(2010)
I started to realise how unsightly my arms look in the white tees due to the lack of exercise.
Urgh...flabby arms?!
so i went to do some weightlifting....
THEN IT GOT WORSE.
now my hands look really odd....
GOSH! WAD TO DO?????

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

aha! THE BETTER SOLUTION!
selves!
Hence i started wearing shirts with longer selves and when i wore the white tee i made sure that my arms are hidden using LONG SELVES CARDIGAN!!!! CLEVER ARENT I?!

But the next prob is.... how to match them?
Jeans started to get really *urgh* as it wasnt really nice to wear them with S'pore's weather...
the humidity of the surrounding was unbearable....
so i switch to shorts.

But the next problem is HOW DO THEY MATCH?
SHORTS AND GIANT TEES....
sneakers?
yea sneakers would be a good idea. I'll just look like im going for the bum boy look....
( bum boy with long hair...o.0)
except sometimes wearing sneakers can be really a hassle.
U have to like WEAR SOCKS!
AND TIE SHOELACE! HOW TROUBLESOME.
tHEN THE flats were introduced to the shoe community ^^
But now.... instead of wearing SNEAKERS i wear FLATS.
.... which CLASH the "look"...
Hmmm maybe i can MIX! THE PREVIOUS LOOK WITH THE NOW LOOK!
white tee and cardigan + shorts!!! + flats !!!
yea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

except i didnt expect the outcome to be...

white tee + cardigan + shorts +flats = aunty look.....

* stares into the mirror *
OH NOOOOOOOOOOOO

AFA 2010

2010-11-10T05:16:00.000-05:00

Im kinda excited bout it now since my mum ACTUALLY allowed me to go.
Except i can only go on sunday. =<
while practically everyone else i knw is going on saturday..
Haiz... nvm.
I need to go look for a character to cosplay though.
cuz i wanna get in free and i need to cosplay if that's the case.
Haiz.
i got the wig, a white shirt, foundation, ....errrrrr wad else do i need?
HAIZ.............................

if u know any short black hair character please inform me...
* some pics i nvr post *
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This happen like way way way long time ago.
It was the story telling competition.
Even though we got to the finals .
We haizs.. gt the consolation prize.
But it's ok XD it still looks cool

meihwa helped out with the music hence she gets to wear her pe attire.
Some guys from raffles ( who got 2nd prize) said she was reall chio ..OMG MH! u gt admirers!!!!!!!!!!

Fooling around with the ~~cup~~ i mean trophy.

Eww

2010-11-08T09:12:00.001-05:00

Today my mum let the family have a taste of isreal cuisine.
Okay so it's just a piece of candy .
Mum says its a dessert ( dunno why)
it's just this tiny eesty eraser-looking candy .
I ATE IT.
at first it had a weird bitter smell afterwards the sweetness n yummy flavour came in...

Me: Hey mum what's this ?
Mum: It's an isreal dessert
Me: i know u said that just now.. i mean the ingredients.
Mum: hmmm... i think its made of... lizard.

* SCREAM*

ew ew ew ewe ewewewwwww
wwwwwwwwww
wwwwwwwwwww
wwwwwwwwwww
wwwww

dieting

2010-11-05T02:02:00.002-04:00

im trying really hard to lose weight and get into the hibari body shape.
Ya knw, muscle and toned ....( i think)
okay so hibari is actually heavier than me... cuz he's like 58kg and.... almost the same height as me.
But he has muscle mass, and I do not have anymore muscles... due to the busy examination period.
Yea, so i started working out two days ago, on this 30 minute workout .
1 min - jumping jacks
1 min- push ups
1 min - Split jumping lunges
1 min- Bicycle Crunches
1 min- Mountain Climbers
( repeat frm push-ups)
Total: 9 mins
1 min - Burpies ( in push up position, move yr legs forward and jump! )
1 min - tricep dips
1 min - Sumo-squats ( squat then lift yr leg )
1 min - pilates 100 ( lie flat on ground, lift legs straight to a 45 degree and life yr head towards ,
this is to help build yr abs << mine really hurt a lot right now)
1 min- high knee ( jog on the spot with yr knee trying to touch yr chest )
( repeat from tricep to pilates )
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im not going go through the rest cuz that would be... ... troublesome
( im trying my head and looking at the chart as i type)

But i done this for the past two days, later i'll do it again despite the fact my whole body is still aching.
I read in a magazine that u shld do exercise every alternate day. But.. i really wanna speed things up so im gonna push myself.

Just now while doing my exercise research i happen to reach this site.........
http://morningbanana.com/morning-banana-diet-rules

Hmmm shld i do this too??????????

I mean u get to eat yr favourite fruit and get slim. how cool is that?

Sgcafe gathering

2010-11-03T07:21:00.000-04:00

我们结婚吧！

2010-10-31T09:04:00.000-04:00

I came across this video when i visited my junior's fb page. XD

The Aquarius Women

( i bet the girl was shock cuz she thought her boyfriend was a Jumper ( rmb that movie? ) )

I wanted to put all the horoscopes up here but i cnt find all XD so if yr interested in yr own horoscope...
go find isabelle XDDD

jkjk
i mean there shld be a link somewhere so yea Xd

Immaturity

2010-10-29T23:38:00.000-04:00

Ytd, as my big bro played er.... wadisitcalled again? ah! Starcraft he told me that his girlfriend read my blog.
I was like ..." WHAD?!"

i ALMOST... ALMOST SPIT OUT MY SOYA MILK DRINK.

Then the question came....................

I pondered and then my bro replied..
" u wrote about how yr parents sleep at night.."

HARRRR?! I ..WAD?!

wait, isnt that smth very personal? why would i write that?
then i rmb that once i wrote that my parents actually talk to each other at night ( when they cnt sleep)
that period of time my grandma moved in and i had to move into my parent's room..
it was kinda...weird cuz most of the conversations were like that :

MUM:
" Hey...papa
(my mum calls my dad "papa" and my dad calls my mum " mama" )
today when i took the lrt i saw this indian lady "

DAD:
Hmmm...??? ( trying to slp)

MUM:
She had 6 kids. and she look as if she waas in her twenties only

DAD:
oh my... maybe those arent her kids...

MUM :
i asked her and she said those are really her children.. two boys two girls and a toddler in a pram and a baby in a sarong...

DAD:
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Anyway yeah. that's an example .
most of the time i just cover my ears with the pillow and think deep thougth
( like how to make a banana milkshake without having the weird taste etc etc )
... oh yea.

Anyway i reacted in a real exaggerating way when my bro told me that someone he knew was reading my blog...
btw this is the second time his friends know my blog.
The first time was Jiayi's sister. She found some embarrassing pics of iz online that we took during the cambodia trip...Oppsy XD btw i removed them.

I got very conscious of what i wrote on the blog after ytd... but im too lazy to go and delete the past entries..with vulgar...<< i was pissed off and the best word to use..were...well...some words..i learn frm...meiqi XP
eg ." BIG FK"

oppsies.
anyway . i reread my first entry of this blog ( this is the 303th post btw )
and i was sooo embarrassed!
i mean i used to write in a really odd manner going
me like this
me hate that.
but that was me during pr 5-6
take it or leave it ...i guess?
haha
im not deleting that one.
i used to be very caught up with makin mmv and reading shoujo like mad.
Shounen was a NAHHHHHHHHhhh for me
as in " nahhh i prefer shoujo"
and i used to call myself Umi instead cuz i really dont like phoebe.
( my bro and some church kids used to tease me a lot about my name and i used to cry a lot due to it...)

plus i like Umi.. it meant the sea... ( i think O_O)
So i was just like those girls calling themselves..er... ... Yumiko. Sumiko. Hana. Yukiko Yuriko etc etc . on fb, twitter, deviantart etc etc .
then again if i do manage to cosplay successfully i may use a cosplay name...
yea.. Umi ..
I like Umi cuz i took it frm this character in one of my favourite reads " CHARMING JUNKIE"
Umi is a fifteen year old ( i used the name when im 13 kay not 15)
BOY not girl .
But he models as a girl .
in the book
u shld go read it if u like comedy and romance.
Umi is more of the male lead. The female lead is Naka. who is the main character of the whole book.
Gosh i ranting off topic again.
So anyway.
If my previous post MAY have offended u or make u get a bad impression of me. then well...
dont read it ? XD
jkjk
go read on if u like ( i bet everyone is gonna go read them after reading this post ...man...omg...shit... )
it just shows the immature side I was once were ...and maybe still am?
The real me lies on on the recent entries...
Ah i just rmb . i have to delete the emo ones... shit...
gtg

Silly YOU

2010-10-27T10:21:00.000-04:00

LOL.

:D

Today after Exco meeting.
I went home with Meihwa and Xing yu.
I showed MH Xavier's Adorable photo and she asked " Whose kid is this? "
Just like i predicted...
then i jokingly said that Xavier is my kid.
She laughed and said. LOL since when are u married...and who is the other lucky guy.
I replied jokingly back that I adopted him.
She continued to ask, how can i adopt him at only the age of 15.
Then my mouth started to shoot off by its own.
I started saying that Xavier belongs to this couple from china.
The couple already had a son and due to the one-child policy they decided to gave the child away to us.
I said that the kid was only two wks old (true, Xavier IS) and would be coming to our house soon.
MH gotten really excited and happy for me.
I started bursting into small fits of laughter as i said this.
She asked " WHY do u keep laughing "
me : " IM JUST TOOO EXCITED ABOUT THE KID"
mh: " Oh..."

Xingyu, who knows that the kids belongs to my uncle ( i mentioned it during the trip to TP) quietly giggled at the side.
Then i finished my story and said " Hey xingyu....* laugh* c'mere. "
Then i grabbed her arm and BURSTED INTO LAUGHTER.
I laughed until my cheeks hurt ( i dont laugh often so not much cheek muscles XP)
Meihwa found it really suspicious and said ...
" why u guys laughing? ...... HEY U MEAN U LIED TO ME?!!!!!!!!!!" ( GULLIBLE!!!!!!)
and started poking, hitting, tickling me.

HAHA . I CNT BELIEVED SHE REALLY BELIEVE IT...
Afterwards Xingyu said that if she was MH she would also believe my story cuz... it was just too realistic.

man... i gt potential to write a gd script dont I ? XD

SYF 2011

2010-10-26T11:22:00.000-04:00

Im soooooo uber happy today!
the SYF script came out.
For those that dont know what is SYF is means, Singapore Youth Festival...AND.
Yes, imma YOUTH! :) ( RANDOM!!!)
I was really excited about the script weeks ago when the teacher announced the soon arrival.
* w *

You can really see how much i love drama ^^
Now... a problem arises...
Which role to take?!

there's the main girl ( the problematic girl)
the problem girl ( antagonist...the nemesis )
and then... maybe i could act as one of the lackeys.. the bad girl lackeys...
AW....

The main girl got like REALLY little lines but a lot of acting that I MUST improve on!!!
JIAYOU!!!!!
Im really nervous about the SYF roles. Next time it will be the official PK SESSION.
FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Huh?ya dunno wad's a PK session?
Oh its just a time where we gather around, pick a role and if two or more ppl fight for one role....
We PK! as in fight for the role .....
It will be emotional, mentally depressing at times, Socially hurtful but...

it is the battle of the fittest most attractive acting skills

Then again, we gotta look at the number of actors nw... majority are going for backstage.
Which kinda upsets me... since i was so hyped up about it...
( maybe that's bcuz...im vice chair...and i ALWAYS got high expectations for other =< )

NEVERMIND IT'S OKAY.
On the bright side there is less PK-ing.
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Oh yah if ya interested in the script keep reading cuz imma gonna give a summary here ^^:
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This is a 15 mins story about a girl and a boy
( yes...there's romance
* hair stands n goosebumps* << this is odd cuz during sec 1 i was complaining why we lack romance in our stories . i mean even parents have no chemistry. they just act like besties )

The girl lead, comes from a broken family where her father is a drunk and her mother eloped with another man. Beautiful and Smart ( oh shit how to act as someones so refined???? )
The male lead, also has the same situation as her.
The first time he saw her at the park quarreling with her drunk father.
After that they got closer as they understand each others situation well.

Girl B the antagonist, is a popular and cattish girl.
She has a rich and successful father.
( this is inspired by some internet true story in china about a heartless tryant son of some rich district officer who run over and killed someone when he was sending his girlfriend off, after leaving the victim to die. He was caught by the security guard and a few other ppl, then he said the most infamous sentence ," You wanna Sue me?! Go ahead! My father is _________( some big fk) " Im not so sure about the story since i heard it frm my uncle. Anyway in fact he's ( big fk) dad was just a tiny district officier, NOT EVEN A STATE . But anyway go google it, some kids are making that sentence into a song or smth. )

Girl B in deeply infatuated with the male lead, she thinks she's the prettiest girl and has a group of followers. Her three lackeys all have weird characters and are as mean as her. One of the girl in the grp stutters in a funny way.

The main girl transfers to the school of Girl B and the male lead.
She is recognized as a pretty and smart girl soon making Girl B jealous.
Due to the better understanding with Boy A ( main boy) Girl B is extremely pissed off and jealous.
Girl B and her lackeys decided to dig up Girl A ( main girl) 's past.
THROUGH HER BLOG
( at this part i was like...omg... u guys wont do that to me right!?)
But anyway Girl A 's blog was like PRIVATE and she wrote a lot of ranting about her miserable life and her hurt feelings due to her drunk and unhappy father. And her broken family.

The Girl B and her Lackeys printed many copies of the story and pasted it on the walls of the classroom.
When Girl A enters class, terrified and hurt she asked for an explaination and was hurted even more by the taunting of her classmates. ( btw they hack into her blogger acc, apparently... the password was like... her birthday... i mean who the hell has a password like that?!)

Deeply wounded by the attack from her classmates, vulnerable and depressed.... she ran out of the class.... * sad scene *
and arrived at a roof top ...
She was completely vulnerable, and exposed.
Her unsightly background was exposed to all.
She was despised AGAIN just like the time in her previous school.
Vixen... Slut....Bitch........ all those words directed to her....
But... She wasn't what they say...was she???
Confused and in a dazed... she slowly moved towards the edge of the roof....

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Anyway to end the blog post .. imma gonna reward ya guys with XAVIER'S BABY PIC!!!!!